Well almost 12 hours ago... my fiancee and bd. dumped me! yah... he said he heard i was cheating.. and the distance was too much.. That we can be friends .... wait ... I'll get you a message he wrote to me..
"""sorry to be a dick im just having 2nd thoughts about us im haveing people tell me that your cheating again so yeah after ten or so times it gets old and excusses run out beangs that these people have no reason to lie but you do ! sorry ""
""sorry i havent cheated on you babe but if i didnt call it off i might have there are alot of people i like and i didnt want to ruin our relashenship over some thing stupid it would be a mistake also i feel that you have cheated on me before ive had too many people tell me that i cant trust you mabey one day i can so yeah i still love you and always well sorry tho you must think im an ass ""
there is a lot more.. but it is hard to do this while crying..
I never cheated. Never will. I love him.
I did nothing of the sort. and it is bs.
So depressed .. I think i might relapse. I used to cut myself and i feel It would help so much right now.
dont know what to do.. confused. depressed. worried. HELP