How pissed I am on a daily basis. I'm not trying to play the "woe is me" role. I mean like I have to walk everywhere I need to go. Because nobody feels like driving "all the way out there" to give me a ride to the store,plus I cant afford a car. I feel like Im worthless everytime I use my EBT card at the supermarket. I get the funny looks, and good forbid I allow my self the simple pleasure of a candy bar. Then there is the rude cashier that tells me I dont have enough on my balance to cover my purchase. I had already told her I would pay the rest in cash. She then printed out the reciept and loadly tells me my balnce is only"__"dollars. Yea like i really need the other people in line to know my buisness! I love the way some of my friends just dont get I cant go out, and hell no my mom wont watch her for a few minutes! I hate going to the DSS office period. I'm sick of natsy looks of some social workers. I love the fact that most of them sit in the back surfing online and talking on the phone. Belive I had to volunteer there i've seen some of them do it! It pisses me off because I'm supposed to have it so easy because of whatever. I know that it would not be easy having a child period. I knew itwas my decision. My ranting is about issues I have pretty much knew would happen and have pretty much accepted. It just that sometomes i t just pisses me off, I cant let out those really except through here. As IRL I have no momma friends or ppl I can really talk to. I feel like I been hidin g these feeelings for so long I explode if I dont let them out. If nothing else thanks for listening.