*putting a trigger in here because I know not all the girls on here have BD in their lives or a DH...so I wanted to warn them so they didn't have to read if it makes them feel uncomfortable.*
Today was my last day of summer school. I was feeling great about myself because my teacher told me I had a great head on my shoulders and he hoped that I kept up with the good work. I come home to see my mom still here when she should have been at work. I walk in and my mom starts to cry.
Mom:"Kristy...I have an interview in 15 minutes and you had my car keys."
Me:"Mom, I'm so sorry! Why didn't you have Channing ride his bike down to the school to get them from me?" (We live 2 minutes away from the school)
Mom:"I know know if Channing hates me or not. I don't even know if he wants to live here."
Me:"What do you mean?"
Mom"I asked him to right after you left, at 8, if he could ride his bike down there. He just sighed and shook his head no."
Mom:"He was on the computer. I asked him what time he had to go to work and he said "Nine."
There was a little more to the convo, but that's the main point. I'm so frusterated anymore. When he gets home from the work the first the does is get on the computer. When I want to do something, he's like "oh let me check my game first". At night, before we go to be he just has to get on-line to check his stupid on-line games. He grumbles about giving my mom money for our food and such, even though he's making big bucks. My mother makes him his lunch every morning, but I don't think that he's once thanked her. We never do anything that I would like to do anymore. It's always his way. For once I would like a day to be pampared. Or told that I was beautiful. Or for him to respect my family.
He never used to be like this...not until he started playing games on-line. It's become his whole life.
I can't believe that he wouldn't get off his ass to go and get the keys from me. He could have been there and back in 5 minutes. But no. My mom needs this job...he could have got up and did it. We only have $53 dollars for the rest of this month...and today is only the 3rd.
I'm so sorry to rant and rave like this. I understand that being married is a privlege...but times like this I wish I wasn't.