Trying to be an adult.

If you read my post about my baby shower, then you know about the conflict that I have with my cousin.

I wanted to have an awesome time at my baby shower (which I did) so I decided to write my cousin a letter. I didn't save it, but here's a rough version of it.

*L*,
First and foremost, I love you. I know you think I dislike you, and I needed to let you know the truth. It really hurts to know that you believe that I don't want you around. I just feel uncomfortable with you being around when it seems like you don't want me around. And I'm not going to lie about that.

I love you,

Kristy

---something along those lines---

So today I get an e-mail...and I was totally in shock.
Here's the actual e-mail.

KRISTY

I APREICIATE THE NOTE THAT YOU GAVE ME. YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T WANT ME THERE. I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S IT. BUT THAT'S HOW I FEEL NOW BECAUSE OF YOU NEW FRIENDS. AND I WILL TELL YOU FLAT OUT THAT I DONT LIKE THEM. WERE GOING TO BOTH HAVE TO WORK ON THIS. I BETTER GET GOING. *L*

---Wow. I really tried being mature about everything. And I did not expect an e-mail...blaming me? Well that's how it felt at least. My "new friends" aren't new friends. I've had them for a long time. One of them has a child now (an almost 5 month old) and the other one I've known for...ever? And the ONLY thing that's "wrong" with them is they are hyper and at times tend to party. Which they DON'T do anymore, because of...reasons. I'm so frusterated. I tried to be nice and polite and let her know what's the truth. And then...nothing. I put the ball in her court. Let her do what she wants.