Okay, so my friend came over to visit and she brought her friend with her (who happened to be a very cute guy). Anyways, I know that i have a LOT going on in life right now, and I do not need a guy...and I prided myself on knowing that I did NOT need a guy...but is it so bad to want one? Him and I talked for awhile, and we have soo many of the same interests. We both LOVE True Crime books (in fact we had a huge book discussion hehe) and both of us love the author Ann Rule. We both broke up with our last SO's at the end of last October, and we have both been hurt. A lot. We seemed to click instantly. I honestly havent felt this since BD. This much happiness over a guy. Im kinda scared, but then again...I dont think he would hurt me. But, ya never know. He's in a band (like my last ex, which was why i was a little unsure in the beginning), but this guy seems genuine. His bands going on tour until mid april, so he'll be gone. We talked about our ideal "loves" and he said that he wants someone that he can fall for, and who will wait for him while hes on tour and stay true to him. I would totally do that. Him being gone would suck, but I havent had this strong of feelings for someone, since BD and we were engaged. Its soon, and very sudden, but I just have a good feeling about this. I guess Im just a little scared.
I dont know why Im posting this really, I just had NO ONE to talk to about this..and I needed to get it all out. Any advice or encouragement is appreciated. If not...thanks for reading anyways! :D