Well as some of you know me and bd broke up for good about a 3 weeks ago. We started talking again but we got in a fight and he ended up hitting me and breaking my friends car window because she got in his face about it. Anyway. So i posted before about how he was calling me, blowing up my cell phone and coming to my work everyday. Well for the past week he hasn't which i am really glad about but i have to admit i was kind of wondering why. Well yesterday i was talking to my friend m who is friends with k. K hangs out with bd a lot so she knows whats up with him. Well it turns out that he hasnt been trying to get ahold of me because he is seeing this new girl who i REALLY dont like (we havent gotten along since jr. high). He is supposed to be staying clean for his probation and she is known around the neighborhood for being a big user. I dont know if he is actually trying to date her or if he is just trying to have sex with her. But either way I am so sad and pissed! I mean we arent broken up for a week and he finds someone else?? WTF? He acts like the past 3 years just didnt happen, and like we dont have a son together. He hasnt even asked to see Eric is almost a month. Just when i went to see him i would bring eric, but he doesnt even want to see him or take care of him. I feel so used, and I feel soo lied to. He promised all these things and not one of them came true. I also feel so so stupid for being with him as long as i did. Now I am just the babys mom who is a bitch and who no one likes. And who, god forbid, wants him to pay child support! Anything but that!! I am just so incredibly mad right now its not even funny. I cant BELIEVE he just went out and got someone new! I just had to vent... :evil: :evil: :evil: I am so freaking pissed!!!!