I dont know if i told you guys or not but i'm not with my BD i just called him my b/f to make things sound easier. We have been having sex this past year we've been broken up. Before I got pregnant he said that he wanted both of us to date but not have sex with other people. But now that i'm pregnant and i heard he asked a girl on a date sat. night. It just upsets me so much more then it did before!! :cry:
I just called him and asked him if we could talk about "us". Cause I'm so scared that if he decides that he doesn't want to be with me, then when we have a child together, i will be all alone and he will be out dating and falling in love with someone else! Cause its a FACT that guys don't like girls as much if they have a child BUT girls dont mind if a guy has a child. :( He said that he has been thinking about our living situation and our status but he hasn't come to a decision. And while i wait... he is out dating other people!! I just can't take it! It hurts. :cry: I know I shouldn't be waiting but I'm not going to go out and date because I'm carrying his child and I particularly don't care to date right now.
I'm sorry im just venting and I got so upset when i just got off the phone with him cause it seems like he is just blowing me off cause he said i'm so dramatic about it and im just trying to tell him how important it is that we need to talk. And hes one of those guys who hates to talk. So he said when he's ready he'll tell me. But I need to know NOW! and i need to know his motives! :(