i am scared to death.... i am pregnant now and i was drug tested at my doctors today. i dont think it will come up clean.... i am not even 3 months pregnant, and i have been around smoke and taken a few hits (weed), and i know yes its wrong and im horrible and everything, but what i want to know is what will happen??? i live in rhode island. i dont want my family knowing, but what will they do to me if its positive?? can they take my baby away?? if it is positive it will be the last time and every other test including if they test me and the baby at birth will be negative. i am not going to take any further risks of something going wrong in my pregnancy or any more chances of making this situation worse. i am so ashamed and i feel awful. i never should have taken even a single hit because now look what happened... i am terrified my doctor will report me and i will be seen as a drug addict or they will try to take my kid or put me away or something. im not saying it was ok to take a few hits while pregnant, but i really want my baby and i dont want to be in trouble with the law and im never doing it again.... do u think if every other test is negative that they can still punish me somehow??? what should i do and could i lose my baby? what do you think will happen to me???? i cant eat or sleep or anything and i cant talk to my parents either they would be so heartbroken and probably kick me out since im such a fuck up. i feel so horrible right now... i am so upset and mad at myself... you probably think i deserve whatever happens to me (sometimes i do 2 ) but i just hate myself and i really really really regret it and i am so scared about what will happen to me if i am reported because i want this baby and i am so exited, i read everything i can on pregnancy, parenting , ect. i am working extra and saving my money and all that and i know how bad it was of me to do that and i wish i could take it back but i cant. :( :( i feel like the worst person in the world right now.