undecided
I cannot make up my mind about you once again
I sometimes feel like you are not here
So why are we doing this?
How can this be fixed this?
So why did we do this?
Acting like it's nothing and that it's okay.
Saying it's okay even though it seems like it's there.
I don't know why my reasons are the why they are.
Or was there even any decision or reason?
I feel like I have been waiting so long
and that there's nothing left
and that maybe you or I should just leave.
my heart is exploding for you
It seems to always stay on my mind
I have no idea what to do
There's something that is always going to cause
candles can burn my heart apart
maybe you should just get out of here
because sometimes i can't take anything anymore
the tears build up but they don't fall
i feel like i haven't let these feelings go for so long
you aren't you anymore
i can just imagine how it used to be
i feel like maybe the path i was on is broken
not knowing what the hell to do
can i be brave enough to say what i mean?
so the pain i can go through
can make me stronger somehow
broken hearts and empty minds
i go on and try not to think of what i want to avoid
can someone like you even deal with what is going?
my heart is exploding for you
it doesn't help anything at all
to see and hear what i do
i feel consumed by everything
about to give up