I have a deep secret that I hadn't ever told anyone. I dont know why I have kept it hidden. When I was 14, I had sex witht his guy once and I got pregnant. I miscarried a week after I found out. I dont know what i would have done if i hadn't miscarried, and even though it was a relief, i was still sad. I havent ever told anyone though, because I feel like they would say I was easy. I dont know why I slept with that guy. I wanted him to accept me. It didnt work anyways. I just had to get that out!
Hope you feel better now girl.
BTW, there are way worse things in the world than being young and wanting acceptance, it's really not such a thing.
But ((((Hugs)))) for your courage to share.
Well, good to get it off your chest - and you know no one here thinks you are "easy". I hate that, no one should have to be ashamed or worried that the number of people they've been with, had one night stands with, or whatever - none of it should matter anyway. :)
I hope you're doing better now. (((hugs)))
It does feel better to get it off your chest. When Zoe was about three months old, I got pregnant again by her father. I ONLY told people on girlmom, and have only told people on girlmom. But, it was really nice being able to talk to SOMEONE about it.
Thanks girls. Even though it was a LONG time ago..I feel like a huge weight has been lifted to know that Im not dealing with this alone!!
i hear ya mama... we all do things we regret later on that make us "feel" better at the time. your not easy and i hope ya feel better that you got it out...
Felt good to get off your chest.... I am glad!!! *HUGZ* I love you girl!!!
Thanks mamas (and allies) I love u all =) I feel a LOT better!! Im thinking about telling my fiancee. I feel like he has a right to know. I dont know why I never told him. Hes soo supportive and I know he'd be there for me. I dont know if I will EVER tell my mom (lol)..Im a chicken!
Well you can tell whoever you think you need to.... dont rush on it if you arent ready to.
Don't feel ashamed of yourseld hun! you are a wonderful person! I think at one point or another we ALL want to be accepted by another person and sometimes we do things we may regret later on to get that acceptance! And besides that you are entitled to do with your body what you want! I personally think nothing less of you because of this! I still think you are one of the most wonderful caring young women I have ever talked to in my life!