As most of you know I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia 2 years ago after the birth of Avalon. Well, after Nova things have gotten worse... much worse. I need pain meds to function due to chronic pain, I am exhausted and achey and forever feel like Ive been run over by a mack truck. And it makes it incredibly hard to be a good parent to 3 kids 3 and under when your health is going down the tubes. My migraines are chronic.. at least twice a week, and I wind up in the ER several times a month becasue the pain in my head is so bad I just cant take it anymore.
Nova is up to 17 lbs and he's to the point where he' so big it physicaly hurts me and makes me very tired just trying to hold and care for him. I feel like my life has got a hold of me and is sucking all my energy and strenghth right out of me. I HATE IT! I just want to lead a normal life and feel healthy again.. sorry about the rant.