I am getting so over-fucking-whelmed. I can hardly stand it anymore. Every fucking night with my daughter, I have to fight to get her to go to sleep. It has been this way for most of her 11 months. It got better for a while then all of a sudden got really difficult again. I can not take it anymore. Every night too I'm up with her several times a night. Last night she was up forever and was inconsolable and just cried, rolling around on top of me. Long ago nursing was enough to put her to sleep, but its not anymore. Now she'll bite my nipples and kick me and bite my arm. Till I have to storm out of the room in anger and my partner takes over.
I bought the no-cry sleep solution and it was no help what so ever. Get your partner to help? Bullshit, he's gone 5 nights of the week, and when he is home he can't help anyway cause she only wants me.
She has been extremely difficult to handle her entire life. I'm sure this will not end. This is just the way it is, and to tell you the truth, I can't handle it. Every one we know tells us "our kids were never like her", "we never had that difficult of a time with our children" others assume its our bad parenting. I'm so fucking sick of it. I'm ready to just let her cry herself to sleep, but she's never successfully done it. My nerves can't handle her crying anyway. I go into fight or flight mode when she cries.
Why, why, why, couldn't she have been easier to handle. It pissing me off hearing other parents talk about how easy going their babies are.