Hey, everybody. Havent' posted her for a loooong time. I moved out with BD and haven't had internet. So anyways, I'm posting tonight cuz I'm back at my parents house- about to move outta my apartment. My BD is just outta control. He is so damn immature and irresponsible. As soon as we moved in he screwed up all the money. I've been paying rent and electric and phone by myself since we moved in 4 months ago. I don't even wanna go into it all but enough's enough and I gotta suck it up and break up with him FOREVER. No more running back just to be disappointed and screwed over all over again.
Anyways, sorry to come back with all this negativity, but I feel like shit and I gotta get it out a little bit. I know he's an asshole- but I still have love for him. We've been together for almost 6 years and that's a lot of history. I don't even know where he's gonna go when I cancel the lease- but he's got a month to figure it out. It just such a shame that it had to end up like this because if he could only act right we coulda been happy. Why are men so damn stupid??!?
Well, on a better note- Malik is great. He is so smart! He'll be three years old on Nov 14th!