Hey, everybody. Havent' posted her for a loooong time. I moved out with BD and haven't had internet. So anyways, I'm posting tonight cuz I'm back at my parents house- about to move outta my apartment. My BD is just outta control. He is so damn immature and irresponsible. As soon as we moved in he screwed up all the money. I've been paying rent and electric and phone by myself since we moved in 4 months ago. I don't even wanna go into it all but enough's enough and I gotta suck it up and break up with him FOREVER. No more running back just to be disappointed and screwed over all over again.
Anyways, sorry to come back with all this negativity, but I feel like shit and I gotta get it out a little bit. I know he's an asshole- but I still have love for him. We've been together for almost 6 years and that's a lot of history. I don't even know where he's gonna go when I cancel the lease- but he's got a month to figure it out. It just such a shame that it had to end up like this because if he could only act right we coulda been happy. Why are men so damn stupid??!?
Well, on a better note- Malik is great. He is so smart! He'll be three years old on Nov 14th!
I just realized (today)that I need to break up with my babys dad too. so if you need to talk, pm me. But we have only been together for a little over 2 years, so we don't have as much history as you two, but I am still hurting, as I am sure you are! Good luck hunny!
I don't why men are so stupid. But I had alot history with my BD and that was really hard after he broke up with me becuase I was pregnant. As time went by I relized that I could make it on my own and that I was better off with out him. He didn't want to work and depended me for money and rides to places. I know it is hard now but it will get easirer. PM me if yu need anyhitng or to talk.
Good luck with everything--it sounds like this will be a positive move for you, even if it hurts.
It's good to hear from you again. Happy early bday to your son!
I don't know exactly what to say. But, I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry you're having to go through these difficult times. Hang in there mama and be strong. I hope everything works out for the best and know that we're all here for you.