Okay, so I just got home from dinner with my mom, her boyfriend and his daughter. They took his daughter and I out to dinner, because they had something they wanted to say. I knew this could NOT be good. Apparently, their getting married. I dont think either of us were too happy. I mean, I WANT my mom to be happy, but I think shs rushing in too soon. This is her second marriage, and third engagement. Everytime it doesnt work out shes devastated and I hate to see her like that. Her and my dad are actually friends, but they divorced because it just wasnt working out, and she broke up with her last fiance because he was emotionally abusive to me (although she let it go on for a LONG time). Anyways, I just feel so confused. I mean, its just so sudden. I really like her boyfriend and his daughter. Hes a great guy and his daughter is a teen mom too, and we have a LOT in common. Its just, I'm not ready for this. We had just started our lives over again, just my mom, my brother, Riley and I. Now, theirs three more people to let into our lives. We JUST moved, and her now fiance wasnts us to move into a bigger house with him. Its just so stressful. I hate how my life is always changing, yet I cant do anything about it. I'm supposed to be focusing on myself and making sure that I relax, so that preterm labor doesnt start progressing again, but how can I relax when something so huge is going on? I dont know. I just hate how I feel so out of control. I mean, I know its her life...but its affecting all of us.