I don't know if this really needed a trigger, but I put that on there to be on the safe side.
Anyway-ok so I have noticed that anytime a guy show any kind of interest in me, or if someone says to me,"so and so likes you", i immediately start fantasizing and dreaming about being married to him and having babies and living a fairy tale life. Its really annoying, and I can't make myself stop. Everytime a guy even TALKS to me, i think "oh maybe he's the one" and start daydreaming. I HATE this. I wish I could just have a normal crush, and have a normal healthy fling with someone. Every relationship I've been in is like me falling for them so hard that I lose myself in them, I can never just sit back and have fun and enjoy something that I know may not last. Everything has to be so serious to me.Every guy I get involved with is a potential life partner for me. I was wondering if any of you have this problem with relationships-or is it really a problem at all?? I am just so confused, and sick of having these super high standards for relationships that are inevitably gonna be let down. Maybe I am looking for Prince Charming, which is really repulsive to me, but I guess we cant control the way our mind works sometimes.
Anyway- a lot of babbling,and I hope it somewhat made sense. any thoughts on that??