So I didn't take a test today. I've had sti tests and get the results on Wednesday but that's it, the place I went to for those didn't offer pregnancy testing. I think I'm going to take some time out (not sure what from!!) and see how I go. I've drunk alcohol pretty heavily a couple of times before I thought seriously about anything. I can't have that guy's baby inside me though. It freaks me out. I don't want his baby. I hope I never see him again. Am I being really immature? Hey you know what, I might carry on browing these boards a little while because they make me feel safe and when I actually get over myself and do a test I'll post and all will be good again I hope. Thanks for being here for me anyway tho, even tho I'm so crap. H x
you do what you need to do. anything we can do to help you figure this out and get through it let us know.
YOU ARE NOT CRAP!!!!!!!!!!
You're not being immature. I think that not wanting to be pregnant is totally a legitamate feeling, and we will fully support whatever decision YOU make.
I think, taking a pregnancy test and finding out for sure one way or another would be a really good first step. I know it can be a hard one- do you have some friends or someone that can be there with you to give you some emotional support?
Have you thought about councling at all? It sounds like there's a lot going on in your life, and that may be able to help you sort everything out.
Good luck, if you need anything, please don't hesitate to let us know.
We do support you, and you are an amazing, awesome woman.