I feel so stuck. I have been married for 3 years and for the first year it was cool, but then after I had my son, he totally changed. He hasn't been the same since. It seems like he's lost interest and i'm barely noticing it now. He works all the time, from morning till night, I never see him, and its affecting my son and I, and my marriage. I've offered too many times to get a job so he doesn't have to work so much, but he refuses. So I said okay well if you won't let me work then I want to go back to school. He refuses to help me. I got an enrollment packet from a school that takes people like me, and he would not and will not help me. So there goes that. When he gets paid, he don't give me no money, and when I ask he says why, your not going anywhere. I see him 2 days out of the week, today is supposed to be his day off, but hes at work, hes supposed to get off everday at 7:30 but he gets home at 10, and hes there, I call and hes there. I just don't feel the same anymore, and I've tried to leave him before, but he went crazy, he started threatening his life, and i'm just afraid that if I leave, he'll do something to hurt himself or worse, kill himself. I dont want that on my consience (sp) So I feel stuck. I love him but not the way I used to. I am so unhappy and just miserable. I dont know what to do. I want to leave, but i'm afraid what he might do. Our marriage is so dead, we dont even talk. We have nothing in common, we use to be like i said he's changed. I just need a break, from everything. By him working all the time means he can't spend time with us, and I have no help. I have a 2 year old son and he is a terror, dont get me wrong I love my son, thats my baby, but he just never listens, and i'm stressing out. I feel like screaming like crying like dying. I just dont want to be here anymore. I'm so sad and thats not me, i'm always happy, but not anymore. I just needed to vent.