Well I was having a good day until my fiance just broke off our fucken engagment. What the hell is going on. I am sooo confused right now. I feel like throwing up. I feeling like crying. I feel like screaming and I am at work right now.
I don't know what to do. We live in an apartment together, we have a new car, we bought furniture together. his stuff his all in my name. I dont know what the hell I am going to do. I am always welcome to go back to my moms but WTF!! Why is this happenening to me... I didn't do anything wrong.
I am like in a rage right now. I hate him soo much right now. I have done so fucken much and all of sudden he does this to me. WTF! I clean, cook, do dishes, hang out with him, do laundry, LOVE him and all of a sudden this!!!
He wont even give me a real reason. He just keeps saying that he is sick of me. How can you give someone that kind of answer when your breaking off a fucken engagement and a relationship of two years. AFTER all me and him have been through.. OMG!! :cry: :cry: :cry:
I am sorry about my swearing. I just dont know what to do right now and I am just fucken hysterical. I need some help.
If I move out of my apartment and he does too what will happen. Will the landlord give me back my security and my last months rent. WTF. Thank god I am about to get day care assistance. I have been stressed sooo much lately and this just adds to it.