well im 5 weeks and 1 day pregnant. last night my mother was lecturing me. she started asking me all these questions about how im goona grow up and be a good mother and how she doesnt think i can do it. i mean i know ive never been a mom but what makes a difference how old i am? my mom didnt know how to be a mom when she had me, i was her first and only. mother comes naturally. i know im young and i still have college to finish but she is scared i am ruining my life. i know my life is going to change but i dont think i am ruining it. im excited to bring my first child into the worl. i will be 20 years old when he/she is born. i just dont want to constantly be fighting with my mother, i dont need the stress. when the baby is born, im not really worried about the money, there are enough resourses to help with that, and i have a good job and so does bd. im just worried i wont persure my hopes and dreams. i dont know im just ranting i guess. i just hope eveyone comes around and has a little faith in me to be the best mommy i can be.